{"id":1707,"date":"2016-12-09T08:00:19","date_gmt":"2016-12-09T13:00:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vg-ford.com\/?p=1707"},"modified":"2016-12-07T18:04:32","modified_gmt":"2016-12-07T23:04:32","slug":"advent-day-9-decorations-are-not-always-what-they-seem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/?p=1707","title":{"rendered":"(advent) Day 9: Decorations are not always what they seem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Snow-Full.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1682\" src=\"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Snow-Full.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1800\" height=\"1800\" srcset=\"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Snow-Full.jpg 1800w, https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Snow-Full-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Snow-Full-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Snow-Full-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Snow-Full-1024x1024.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1800px) 100vw, 1800px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Friday, December 9<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Lily normally enjoyed school, but today, the clock seemed to move at half-speed all day. She spent most of her afternoon staring out the window, watching the wind blow the swings and hearing the whisper of the promise of freedom. The weekend seemed so far away.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Finally, however, the last bell rang, releasing her from the school for two whole days, and Lily raced out to meet Jack, Schrodinger, Kaylee, and Gideon, who were waiting with Pavel to take them all to his house.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And his grandmother.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Even though they had only met Brynna last year, when she and her daughter were reunited with her grandson after his grandfather\u2019s death, Kaylee and Lily had come to adore the feisty sea captain, who still traveled with her own ship when she wasn\u2019t out with Pavel. Her husband Paul lived in the Cove now; he and Ella, Pavel\u2019s mother, kept the large house the two captains had bought while Pavel and Brynna wandered the Realms using the Sea Roads. To hear that she\u2019d come home in time for Christmas had been a wonderful gift, especially since Brynna had promised that perhaps in the summer, Lily and Zoey could travel with her. Without Kaylee.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cPavel, did you get the castle?\u201d she asked as she joined them. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOf course I did,\u201d the pirate responded, not looking offended at her question. \u201cHow could I forget it, since Molly and Schrodinger had it waiting for me?\u201d He waved his hand at the sleigh, which had a large box lashed tightly to the back. The reinforced black box was more than big enough to keep the castle safe. \u201cMother and Brynna can\u2019t wait to see it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">They all piled into the sleigh, and his driver shook the reins, sending the horses off with a smart slap on their withers. The house that Pavel had bought was down by the waterfront, of course, and this was Gideon\u2019s first trip to the harbor portion of Carter\u2019s Cove. Kaylee, Jack, and Schrodinger were telling him all about the ships, and Pavel\u2019s ship, and Lily couldn\u2019t help but remember the first advent calendar, when they were introducing Zoey to the Cove. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">That seems to be the theme,<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> she thought. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Someone new comes to the Cove, and we show them the magic. I just wish Zoey was here to help us.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Then again, next year, think of the fun we will have! And I can tell her that tonight, when I write in my journal.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> She touched the spot in her bag where her little notebook sat. She and Zoey had decided to do a second Christmas Day in February, when they were reunited, and Lily knew what she was going to give her friend. The notebook, of course. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">That way, Zoey will still have a Carter\u2019s Cove Christmas.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She caught Schrodinger looking at her strangely, and smiled at him. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Are you okay?<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> He nosed her a little. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">You\u2019re thinking very hard.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I\u2019m good,<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> she assured him. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Just trying to remember it all for Zoey.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Is she having fun in Pennsylvania?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yes, but she misses everyone.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> Lily sighed. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She says there\u2019s not really magic there.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Tell her to look harder. There\u2019s magic everywhere.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And then they were pulling into the driveway in front of Pavel\u2019s grand house. It was one of the old captain\u2019s houses that had survived nearly two centuries of winter storms on the Maine coast: built of solid stone, complete with a widow\u2019s walk at the top, where countless captain\u2019s wives had waited for their husbands to return from their voyages. This particular house had a large front porch, where Ella and Paul had put out rocking chairs and several small tables. This past summer, Lily, Kaylee, and Zoey had spent countless days there, playing checkers with Paul and helping Ella string peas from the garden behind the house. Next to her own grandparents\u2019 house, it was one of Lily\u2019s favorite places.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Now, there was a light dusting of snow on the front porch, and no one was sitting in the rocking chairs. But as they all piled out of the sled, the front door opened, and there was Ella, all smiles in her green and yellow striped apron, her dark hair (streaked with silver strands that glistened in the sunlight) wrapped in braids around her head. \u201cMy darlings!\u201d she cried, opening her arms wide as they piled out. \u201cI\u2019m so happy to see you!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cGrandma Ella!\u201d Kaylee shouted gleefully as she ran over to her. \u201cI missed you!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI missed you too, Kaylee!\u201d Ella told her, snuggling the little girl close. \u201cAre you ready to help us decorate today?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYes!\u201d Kaylee said, and then reached out and grabbed Gideon\u2019s hand. \u201cThis is my friend Gideon! It\u2019s his first Christmas in the Cove, and he\u2019s helping us with the Advent calendar!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHello, Gideon, nice to meet you,\u201d Ella said, offering him a hand. He shook it solemnly, and then smiled at her when she smiled at him. \u201cAre you having fun this year?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOh yes!\u201d he said, nodding. \u201cThis has been the best Christmas, and it isn\u2019t even Christmas Eve yet!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ella started to answer, and then she caught sight of the castle as Pavel lifted it out of the locked box at the back of the sleigh.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Isn\u2019t it amazing?<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> Schrodinger said, sitting on the porch. His mental voice was just a bit smug. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYes,\u201d Ella said. \u201cThe Snow Queen\u2019s magic never fails to amaze me.\u201d She stood up and moved everyone to the side, so that her son could take the castle into the house. The others followed him, shedding their coats in the hallway before they joined him in the living room. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He set the structure on the low table in the middle of the room, and they all clustered around it. \u201cThere are windows, and the numbers are by the windows,\u201d Lily said, as they started looking for the little number 9. \u201cWhen we find the right one, the window opens and shows us a scene.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHow wonderful,\u201d Ella said, and looked up as her mother and stepfather came in from the kitchen. Lily had smelled something spicy and sweet as she\u2019d come in, and more of the same smells came wafting in with Brynna and Paul.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It was easy to see that Ella was Brynna\u2019s daughter, even though Brynna\u2019s hair was now solid grey, and the weather lines on her face were deeper. But they shared the same smile (Pavel\u2019s smile, Lily realized, although it was one of the few physical features he had inherited from the women in his family), and radiated the same calm certainty. If ever there were people who were rocks in her world, Lily thought, these women were two of them.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Paul was taller than Brynna, but just as weather-worn; fitting, since he had been her first mate for years before he\u2019d decided to retire. Now, he was happiest keeping house, and since he and Brynna had sold their cottage and moved to Carter\u2019s Cove, he had fit into the community well, using the skills he\u2019d mastered on board the ship as a carpenter to make some of the finest furniture Lily had ever seen.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBrynna! Paul! Come help us find the 9!\u201d Kaylee said, waving them over.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWow, look at this!\u201d Brynna said, coming and kneeling down next to Lily, who moved to make room for her. \u201cDid this truly come from the Snow Queen?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnd Jack Frost,\u201d Lily said, nodding. \u201cIt\u2019s their castle.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And there\u2019s the nine!<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> Schrodinger said triumphantly, stabbing a paw out. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Right here!<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It had been hiding on the very front of the castle gate, in a small window above the gate. He touched one claw to it, and the window opened.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It was a small, narrow room, as befitting a small, narrow window. Inside, there was piles and piles of greenery, and Lily could almost smell the piney aroma rising from them. In the midst of the greens were two small people, gnomes perhaps, who were busy braiding the boughs together into a long, massive plait. The braid was being fed out of another window, and through the open window, they could see others hanging the completed garland around the inner courtyard.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There were pine needles everywhere as the gnomes worked, and one of them sailed out of the window and into Pavel\u2019s living room. It transformed into a long curl of ribbon with green writing on it and landed on the table next to the castle.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Decorations are the spice of life. Make someone smile today!<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> Schrodinger read.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWell, having you here and letting me spoil you all makes me smile,\u201d Ella said. \u201cAnd the fact that you\u2019re going to help make this house decorated for Christmas is even better!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat are we doing?\u201d Lily asked her. \u201cDid you bring ornaments from your old home?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSome,\u201d Ella said, and sighed. Then she brightened. \u201cBut Paul and Mother brought some too, and we\u2019ve gotten more here. So we have plenty!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIndeed,\u201d Paul said. \u201cPavel and I are going to bring them down now, and you guys can help the ladies decide where everything is going.\u201d He winked at them. \u201cThere\u2019s even a garland, although not quite as elaborate as the Snow Queen\u2019s.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNot yet, anyways,\u201d Brynna said. \u201cWait until we\u2019re done.\u201d She looked at her husband. \u201cBring that box down first, and we can get working on that, while you bring the other ones down.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIt\u2019s going on the porch, right?\u201d he said. \u201cWhy don\u2019t I bring it out there, and you can be decorating it while it\u2019s up?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She gave him a smile. \u201cAnd this is why you made such a good first mate. Are you sure you won\u2019t come back out on the ship with me next time?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSorry, dearest, but if I did that, who would make the furniture I\u2019ve been commissioned to do?\u201d He kissed her lightly on the cheek and then he and Pavel went out of the room.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Brynna laughed and looked at the rest of them. \u201cOkay, if we\u2019re decorating outside first, we\u2019ll need to stay warm! Let\u2019s get our coats and everything back on, and we can decide how this garland will go.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The box that Paul and Pavel brought out was huge, and Lily\u2019s eyes weren\u2019t the only ones that widened. It was actually a massive sea chest, and as Brynna threw the lid back, the combined smells of pine and salt wafted up into the cold air. Inside, coiled like a giant snake of green, was a braided garland.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat is it?\u201d Gideon asked.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIt\u2019s the garland that Paul and I put together when we were first married,\u201d Brynna told them. \u201cThere was a wise woman on our ship who married us, and she cast a spell that as long as we were together, the garland would never fade. It\u2019s an integral part of our decorations. I\u2019m happy that it will finally have a home here.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d Lily asked her. \u201cDidn\u2019t it have a home before?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She saw Brynna start to say something, and then the older woman paused, looked at Schrodinger, and then smiled down at Lily. \u00a0\u201cOf course it did,\u201d she said. \u201cBut now, it\u2019s a permanent home. Paul and I aren\u2019t going to live anywhere but the Cove.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Somehow, Lily knew that wasn\u2019t what she had been going to say, and wondered what Brynna had been about to tell her. She looked at Schrodinger, her eyes narrowing thoughtfully. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">What aren\u2019t you telling us?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He didn\u2019t answer her, which meant he was keeping secrets. Again. But what kind of secrets was he keeping around Christmas? That was a mystery that she found herself really wanting to figure out.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSo how do you want to do this, Mother?\u201d Ella asked, pulling Lily\u2019s attention back to the present. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Brynna was surveying the porch, looking at the area and then back to the garland, chewing her lower lip thoughtfully. \u201cWell, I think honestly, I want to wrap it around the railings,\u201d she said finally. \u201cWe can run it from one end to the other, and have Pavel and Paul help up put it up around the entrance. And that way, we can show off the bows that I have to go on it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">So that\u2019s what they did. The garland was not as heavy as Lily had originally suspected &#8211; most of the weight was in the trunk itself, which Brynna told them was enchanted as well, to protect the garland from the sea when it was on the ship. Paul came out with a short ladder, and carefully hung the greenery up and over the entrance. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Underneath the garland was a small sailcloth bag. Brynna opened it and pulled out some stunning bows that she handed to the children to attach at intervals along the garland. Lily fingered the one she was handed, feeling the silky softness of the ribbon and marveling at the colors. The bows were in watercolor shades of blue and green and white, shot through with silver and gold threads. \u201cWhere did you get these?\u201d she asked Brynna, as she used the small copper wire on the back to affix the bow to the railing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThe wise woman who married us gave me the ribbons, and my cook made the bows,\u201d Brynna told her. \u201cAren\u2019t they lovely?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Stunning,<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> Schrodinger agreed. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">But there\u2019s more needed.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> He backed up and looked at the front porch. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Lights, I think.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cLights? Like these?\u201d Paul asked, coming out with an armful of what looked like ship\u2019s lanterns. These particular lanterns, however, had blue and green glass in them, instead of clear ones, and were small, barely the size of a can of soda.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Perfect!<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> The CrossCat agreed. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Once the lights had been set at intervals along the edge of the porch, and Paul had showed them how to turn them on (they were an ingenious little magical gadget, with a crystal inside that glowed when you blew on it), Lily had to agree that the unorthodox decorations made the front of the house look amazing in the setting sun. Once the front yard was dark, it would look spectacular.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThe rest of the decorations are in the living room,\u201d Paul said, ushering them back inside. \u201cBut first, I think the stew is ready!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Is that what I\u2019m smelling? <\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jack asked eagerly. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Stew?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIndeed,\u201d Paul said, beaming. \u201cIt\u2019s a fish stew from my native lands. I hope you like it!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&lt;&gt;&lt;&gt;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">May I join you?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The voice was low, not threatening, but Caliban recognized it immediately, even before he looked up and saw the emerald green eyes of the Librarian looking calmly at him. The great CrossCat stood in front of him as he sat on a bench, not moving to jump up next to him until he nodded.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">You\u2019ve been doing some walking,<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> she noted, picking up one paw and washing it delicately. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And some thinking?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYes,\u201d he said, not bothering to reply mentally. The park was empty except for them, not surprising, considering it was snowing rather heavily at the moment. He still had no idea what Realm he was in, and found he didn\u2019t much care. \u201cI\u2019ve been doing a lot of thinking.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">About?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat I want,\u201d he said, stretching out his legs and looking at his boots. \u201cAnd where I want to go.\u201d He pulled the little brown leaf with its edging of silver frost on it from his coat pocket and regarded it. \u201cAnd if I want to deal with this.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">What do you mean?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWell, it\u2019s obvious who sent it,\u201d Caliban said, tracing the edge of the leaf with one gloved fingertip. Even after several days in his pocket, it hadn\u2019t crumbled or melted, proof of its magical origin. \u201cBut I can\u2019t figure out why he or she would want to see me. Unless it\u2019s to hand me back to my father.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The Librarian stopped her washing and looked squarely at him. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And is that the only reason you can think of?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAt the moment,\u201d he said, returning the leaf to his pocket. \u201cI might think of more later.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">What if I told you I knew who sent it?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Caliban considered that for a moment, watching the snow fall through the trees that surrounded the park, falling in and melting in the little stream that still burbled merrily over ice-coated rocks. \u201cWho else would, though?\u201d he asked her. \u201cWhat point would there be?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Perhaps someone wanted to point out to you that there are other things in life other than power,<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> she said. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Things like friendship, love, happiness.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> She paused, and added, <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Change.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He pulled the leaf out again and looked at it, wondering how much Jack Frost had had to change in order to win the Snow Queen\u2019s heart. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He thought he would have to give up everything he was,<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> the Librarian said, also looking at the leaf. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And yet, in the end, he found that having her there made him whole again. Isn\u2019t that what you\u2019ve been looking for? Something to make you whole?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t know,\u201d he said honestly, looking over at her for the first time. \u201cI thought I did, and when I left Nadine\u2019s, I was sure that I wanted to go and find them, ask them why they were tormenting me by sending this. But then I got out on the Roads, traveling as someone ordinary, and you know, I rather enjoy it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Oh?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo one knows who I am,\u201d he said, leaning back and putting the leaf into his pocket again. \u201cI\u2019ve never really been anywhere where no one knows who I am. It\u2019s always been pomp and ceremony, and people bowing and scraping and plotting against me.\u201d He waved a hand at the empty park. \u201cCaliban the prince could have never stolen a moment like this, with no one in sight, and knowing that there is no one hovering in the background, watching and waiting for me to need something. It\u2019s so\u2026\u201d he paused, looking for the right word.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Refreshing?<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> She suggested, and he nodded.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYes. I\u2019m dependent on myself, and the small bit of money in my purse. When that is gone, I shall have to think of something else, but that\u2019s okay.\u201d Caliban shook his head. \u201cYou\u2019re the first person who has recognized me since I left Nadine\u2019s.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She gave him a feline smile. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In all honesty, Caliban, I have been watching you since you broke out of your father\u2019s prison.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He wasn\u2019t all that surprised. \u201cWhy?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Because prison wasn\u2019t the right place for you anymore,<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> she said. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I realize your father may not agree with me, but that is because he is not objective enough. You\u2019ve been punishing yourself for your brother\u2019s death for years, even if you didn\u2019t let anyone else see. I have seen.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> She jumped down from the bench and started off, pausing only to look back at him and say, <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Perhaps whoever sent you that leaf meant for you to start looking forward, instead of back. To look to the future, and what you want to do with your life, rather than living it in the shadow of past misdeeds.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cCan misdeeds like that ever be forgiven, though?\u201d Caliban said wistfully. \u201cEver?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Almost everything can be forgiven,<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> the Librarian said. Then she walked off and vanished into the falling snow.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Caliban sat there for a long time, looking out into his past and wondering if that were true.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And what he was going to do next.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&gt;Activity: Put up a garland or wreath and decorate it. Greenery takes all sorts of lovely decorations well!<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Friday, December 9 Lily normally enjoyed school, but today, the clock seemed to move at half-speed all day. She spent most of her afternoon staring out the window, watching the wind blow the swings and hearing the whisper of the promise of freedom. The weekend seemed so far away. 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