{"id":2131,"date":"2022-07-17T17:53:18","date_gmt":"2022-07-17T21:53:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/?p=2131"},"modified":"2022-07-17T17:53:21","modified_gmt":"2022-07-17T21:53:21","slug":"alive-not-dead","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/?p=2131","title":{"rendered":"Alive, not dead"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Yeah, sorry about last week. For those who follow me on Facebook, I spent last weekend and half of last week passing a kidney stone. Needless to say, there was no writing done. There was very little work done.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There was a LOT of sleeping done. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This past weekend, for the first time in 3 years (THREE YEARS) I went up to Maine for an SCA event, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eastkingdom.org\/event-details\/?eid=4001\">the Great Northeastern War<\/a>. I didn&#8217;t camp (my knees and camp cots don&#8217;t work well at the moment), but I did go up for the day on Saturday, and even though I didn&#8217;t get very far into the event, I got to see people. I got to hang out in the Stonemarche camp and sew and listen to my friends talk and wear my garb and eat good food and smell campfires and just&#8230;yeah. I miss SCA. I miss being mobile enough to move around during the event, and I am DETERMINED that next year, I&#8217;m not only going to be able to move around, I might even fence. Because reasons, dammit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There&#8217;s another reason I&#8217;m proud I went to the event. Since Covid, I&#8217;ve been having anxiety\/panic attacks at being in large groups. Even outside. Even though I know my friends are vaccinated and boosted, and they are great at asking if I&#8217;m okay being hugged. It&#8217;s my brain and I&#8217;m working through it, and darnitall, I made it yesterday.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Today, I got to watch my friend Robert dance to Kate Bush on the front lawn of the State House in a red dress as a part of the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.katebushencyclopedia.com\/most-wuthering-heights-day-the\">Wuthering<\/a>, which I had not heard of before, but was amazing. I&#8217;m hoping to join them next year. If you have a chance to do it, or even just watch it, I highly recommend it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My writing is in kind of a dormant period. I&#8217;m reading <a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/book\/show\/40091402-the-ghosts-of-borley\">The Ghosts of Borley Rectory<\/a> as part of my Belladonna Dreams research, and I&#8217;ll be picking up <a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/book\/show\/28267953-ghostology\">Ghostology<\/a> later this week as well. I&#8217;m still working on the timeline in the Horseman universe, but I definitely have some scene ideas popping into my head for the first Shanna book. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m starting to get creative again. Which is cool.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yeah, sorry about last week. For those who follow me on Facebook, I spent last weekend and half of last week passing a kidney stone. Needless to say, there was no writing done. There was very little work done. There was a LOT of sleeping done. This past weekend, for the first time in 3 &#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"read-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/?p=2131\">>>Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2131","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2131"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2131"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2131\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2132,"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2131\/revisions\/2132"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2131"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2131"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vg-ford.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2131"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}